I’ll never forget the question our  Bible study leader asked: “What do you fear would test your faith in God the most?” We were studying Habakkuk 3:17-18 where the prophet said that even if God sent suffering or loss, he would still rejoice.

As a single woman in my twenties my answer was, “I don’t know if I could stand the pain of losing my parents.” But I told God that day that even when they died I would rejoice in Him. I found out too soon that it’s easier said than done.

A month later Dad learned he had heart disease and didn’t have long to live. He didn’t know Jesus as his Saviour, so I begged God not to let him die without coming to know Him. Not only did he die that year, so did Mum, who was a believer. I didn’t know if my prayer for Dad was answered. I couldn’t rejoice; I wondered if God had even heard my prayer.

As I wrestled with Him about my questions, I experienced the Lord as my “refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble” (Ps. 46:1). I found hope in the truth that God, “the Judge of all the earth,” would do what was right by everyone (Gen. 18:25).

We can rejoice—when we are rejoicing in the Lord, our strong refuge and righteous Judge.

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Anne Cetas

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